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Prince Gold Wonder
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>Did you die between Delli freeing you and meeting that stranger?
Can't say, but probably.
>Considering the memory tortured out of you was from Aelsaw's perspective, unless you used to be in the habit of consolidating memories that belong to those close to you, those would have been taken while Aelsaw was still a passenger.
We might have gotten in the habit of consolidating each other's memories. I don't have any direct evidence for it, but the memories of me on the wheel don't have any sense that she was on board as a passenger. So we might have shared memories, or I'm a confused Aelsaw.
>Actually, would it be possible for Aelsaw to have extracted/backed up these memories for you? Did you intentionally allow yourself to be torn apart so Aelsaw could restore you after the Founders believed you were neutralized? Pillet faked her death before, so why not again?
Obviously something went wrong if Aelsaw was meant to restore me after the wheel situation, but fucking anything's possible at this point.
>You're a memory artificer, aren't you? Fix your memories.
>Go check if Delli can remember
No chance in hell that Delli can remember, and I've let my memories of that time period rot! On purpose, even! But maybe... if I read both of our memories at once, I might be able to compare the details and help rebuild them. If not, I can bring Aumstail into this.
"Delli! Where are you?"
>"Pantry!"
I don't know who keeps stocking the pantry with food. Must be someone's job that they never stopped doing. I go to the break room with Delli.
>"What's up?"
"I need to try to read your memories back on your old farm."
>"Sure knock yourself out, but I seriously have no recollection. You think there's a way?"
"Each death and year passes makes your memories weaker, but they're never destroyed. Just ground into dust and scattered. If I start with your more distant but intact memories and rebuild those, I might be able to start gathering up the bits of scattered dust further and further into the past. It'll take awhile, but you can have the rest of my chocolate."
>"Your bribe is accepted, chocoslut. Hey does that mean you're going to show me memories of my past lives after all? You said you didn't want to do that."
"I did say something like that. I just want to work backwards to rebuild a particular memory and only read it, not compartmentalize it in you or me."
>"Just 'cause you're afraid of how I'll act if I remember everything like I'm immortal?"
"Yeah. Memories can start feeling cheap when your first kiss is just as well remembered as your 10,000th bowl of cereal. You're also able to live in the moment so well when you don't have so much information behind you. But one memory should be fine."
>"Huh, alright."
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