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1105237 No. 1105237 ID: f1368b

Jess the fox and Henry the wolf navigate their marriage and friendships. Updates every other day.

Discussion thread: https://questden.org/kusaba/questdis/res/135483.html

NSFW, contains BDSM and casual bigotry
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No. 1105238 ID: f1368b
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>Recap
Jess and Henry got married about two years ago. Henry cut off his left hand ring finger for their honeymoon. Henry works as a nurse and Jess does an administrative job from home. They purchased a townhouse in the city. Jess is a trans man and hid that from Henry for a while because the wolf is stubbornly straight.

Jess’s friends are Sophie, Kai, and Terrence.

Henry’s friends are Victor and Mahan. Becca, his college ex, is currently upset with him.

>Rules
1. Henry and Jess only do sex stuff the other person involved consents to
2. The POV alternates between Jess and Henry after time skips
3. The setting is a modern earth analog where mundane physical reality applies
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No. 1105239 ID: f1368b
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>26 months after the wedding
Jess stretches out on the carpeted floor, phone to the side set with a five minute timer while she rests on her forearms, butt in line with her legs and shoulders. The fox joined a gym near the townhouse and she’s seen decent improvement in four months' time: her upper arms have more definition and she’s shed her soft belly. Reasonable gains for someone with her testosterone levels.

Miraculously, her friends STILL don’t know about Henry’s finger since the wolf dipped out of the housewarming party. They finished their DnD campaign with a bottle of cheap champagne to celebrate before Kai left to residency in New York, and they’ve been on the hunt for a trustworthy new player since. Hard to find a well-adjusted, nerdy adult who’s not already busy with work or extracurriculars.

Argh, her core is starting to get tired only a minute and a half into the hover. Five minutes is soooooo lonnnnnng.

A. Focus on endurance–hold firm!
B. Cheat a little by shifting weight from arm to arm
C. Admit defeat, aim for three minutes instead
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No. 1105241 ID: d30887

D) Think carefully about how Henry wants to control your body fat content. Then ask yourself: how much of it can you personally control?
Push yourself with a bargain: if you can push yourself just to improve then you don't need to listen to Henry. If you have a strong will then you have the strength to convince him to be your own person. Otherwise, you might need to admit defeat and live with the pudge-love.
What do you want when you're under stress?
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No. 1105242 ID: 23cf5d

A is what you wanna do, but
C is what you settle with.
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No. 1105261 ID: d58817

A. No pain, no gain.

How's Henry been? Can you tell? The time he got mad and fucked you seemed like it might have led to some detente, but he was beside himself at the party. How've things been since?
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No. 1105262 ID: c5529d

B. Yeah, it's cheating, but once you get used to it, you'll be able to do it without cheating in the future.
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No. 1105266 ID: 8f4d55

>>1105242
Support makes sense
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No. 1105278 ID: cb76eb

B
Progress until you don't need it
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No. 1105286 ID: 8f4d55

>>1105261
Will make up sex you manipulate him into be as effective now without the gain? And how is becca and you managed to avoid the issue of your friends knowing about your henrys missing finger so that must be a relief wonder if they heard him
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No. 1105311 ID: 53b30a

B. cheat a little
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No. 1105316 ID: 5e7485

>>1105239
B
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No. 1105333 ID: 78bd3b

I'd say either A, or A given up for C, like >>1105242 proposes. You are trying to better yourelf, but you still stumble.

>Narrator calls Jess "she".
Sounds like a new arrangement has been made between the two lovebirds, but was it an amiable one?

>Kai left for intership.
SKITISH JACKAL! NOOOO! Congratulations on the new job, thouuuugh!
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No. 1105334 ID: f1368b
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>B, fake it to make it
It’s amazing how much of a difference it makes when she gives her muscles a micro-break. Jess leans on one arm in a kind of half side hover, then swaps, tail swaying to help keep her balance. It still hurts like hell, but at a more manageable level.

>How’s Henry?
Poor thing’s set up camp at the depression stage of grief between her coming out again and Becca wanting space. Jess is glad he doesn’t want a divorce, but if this keeps up she’ll need to consider if they should separate for their own good.

>How’s Becca?
Jess hasn’t tried to contact her. Victor or Mahan would let them know if anything really bad happened.
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No. 1105335 ID: f1368b
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>How’s sex been going?
When it happens, which is maybe once a week, it’s been visceral and raw and awesome. She doesn’t push Henry for anything, he’s been the one initiating.

It makes Jess feel excited and tingly whenever he uses male pronouns for her. Of course she’s still fine with feminine pronouns especially since they’re convenient, and it’s not like Mahan would gender her properly if she tried to do a hard swap, so might as well stick with ‘em for now.

The phone alarm rings and Jess collapses onto her stomach with a groan. Despite his misery, Henry’s still a functioning adult, at work right now on his second shift of the week. Maybe she should try doing something nice for him when he gets home?
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No. 1105341 ID: cb76eb

A hot meal and a gentle touch might be a good place to start.
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No. 1105342 ID: bfd8fc

Cooking dinner will be appreciated, but that may not be special enough to make an impression. Maybe you could pick up a co-op game to play together? It wouldn't be intimate, so it wouldn't hammer in the gender issue further, and it'd give you a bridge to try and interact and help him work through some of his feelings.

He's not gonna get over things on his own. You're going to need to talk about things directly, but just as important will be interactions where you're just trying to enjoy one another's company.
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No. 1105362 ID: 7c0e25

>>1105342
Honestly yeah, as weird as it is to say, the intimacy may have to take a back seat to actually solving the issue. The best way to do this is to just become friends again, play games together, watch some stupid movies and riff on them, just stuff you used to do with each other before you married, hell maybe even before you both started dating.
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No. 1105367 ID: 0db8d3

Hmm...
The Becca thing sucks but I doubt it's often front and center in Henry's mind.
Given the time that's passed, he's probably over mourning the fact that you aren't gonna be soft and subby.
Meanwhile the amount of consistency he's been putting into using male pronouns for you is... Well given the circumstances pretty impressive.
It's clear he still very much loves, respects, and is attracted to you.
This means that whatever is still upsetting him about this is largely in his head. He's having trouble adapting. Hell this could very well be a crisis of identity for him.
Thus, whatever you do for him should make the path easier for him.

I can think of two ways to help this.
First, in whatever you do, be extra thoughtful and romantic. Like pretend y'all are still dating and you're trying to impress him- which now that I think of it, is probably a place you two never were, isn't it? You two had more of a whirlwind romance. This should be fun.

Second thing you could do is casually be more risque, flirtatious, even seductive around him- but still don't initiate things yourself, just come close, tow that line. Every time Henry initiates sex with you is a choice he makes the reinforces his place in this new situation, this reality. The act makes it real but it's the decision that matters. The more he decides to fuck you the more he heals. Thus, if you can persuade him to have sex with you more often while letting him think it's still his idea, he should get better a fair bit faster.
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No. 1105370 ID: f2320a

>>1105362
basically browbeat him with the nostalgia but there is perhaps some worry over becoming less attractive to him as he just does not like muscles at all or anything thats slightly more masculine in body
>>1105367
he seemed very devastated over it he did not just lose a sex partner he lost a friend he has had for years upon years long before you Jess you may need to grab Becca out of her Funk and use her do you happen to know what exactly was said and happened between them?
does it even need to be just in his head if he is being constantly reminded, and the sex the first time was when you did something insensitive
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No. 1105431 ID: e3bad7

>basically browbeat him with the nostalgia

No. Actually trying to rekindle the spark, find what was lost and heal. It doesn't just have to be stuff they did before they started dating too, but it can be actual dates, new ideas as well. Going on dates to new places and doing new things that don't just involve getting kinky. Actually falling in love with each other all over again.
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No. 1105441 ID: 19ea25

>>1105431
That and Browbeating someone with Nostalgia is just going to make him want what was before.
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No. 1105463 ID: f1368b
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1105463

>A hot, comforting meal to start the conversation
Jess’ll make some extra thick chicken noodle soup once she’s done with the rest of her workout.

>Henry’s still the same wonderful wolf, rekindle the spark
>Help him with his mental block
That’s a great idea! Henry is still respectful, kind, and clearly attracted to her since he still wants to have sordid kinky sex on the regular. Her body hasn’t changed that much, even if she does work out more, so his issue must be more with his mind and self-identity as a boring American hetero husband.

>Is there anything Jess can do about Becca?
Apart from getting even more chummy with Victor and Mahan to learn all of the dog’s secrets, not really.

>Encourage him to have more sex via risque flirting
It has been a while since she’s been actively seductive. About time for her to use her charms again, when appropriate.
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No. 1105464 ID: f1368b
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Jess finds an old container of chicken stock in the freezer from an experiment reusing a rotisserie carcass and sets it on the counter to thaw while she starts chopping vegetables. Soup is pretty easy, all things considered, and she spends extra time sweating the onions and adding spices until it’s time to put everything together to simmer.

She sits on the sofa and absently reads from a random book she picked up during a library sale until Henry slinks into the townhouse with the air of a beaten dog.

“Hi honey!” she says brightly. “Come have dinner before the noodles get too mushy.”

Once she’s trapped him at the counter where they take their meals, Jess goes on the offensive.

“Let’s go on a date this weekend, Henry. We could watch a movie, go out to eat, get a beer with Mahan, something casual and fun.”

“Oh.” Henry keeps direct eye contact with his bowl of soup. “Okay?”

“Do you have a preference? Is there anything you’ve been itchin’ to try?”

“Not really. You can pick.”

Plan Jess and Henry’s weekend date! Should Jess invite any of their friends?
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No. 1105466 ID: d30887

He seems uncomfy. Let him milk your pecs!
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No. 1105467 ID: 2940d0

The beach episode (if there is one) alternatively, the pool
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No. 1105475 ID: 047965

>>1105467
The Beach is a good idea! Maybe a nice picnic lunch on the beach. Go get some summer sun with your husband!
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No. 1105494 ID: 12fa3a

A Movie date sounds like a good idea, pick something both of you will like. I think it's for the best if you don't invite any friends this time.
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No. 1105495 ID: 23cf5d

>>1105467
+1 For the beach idea, Henry needs the relaxation and sightseeing.
Speaking of sights, any nude beaches in town?
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No. 1105497 ID: 6c233e

A nice nature hike where the two of you will be alone together for hours with no distractions. No way to avoid a confrontation then.
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No. 1105515 ID: 0db8d3

Something outdoorsy like a beach or hiking trip followed by something chill, like a moovy.
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No. 1105519 ID: f2320a

>>1105464
is it just me to does it look like he is gritting his teeth like i can see teeth and the corner of his mouth is pronounced and angular?
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No. 1105528 ID: f1368b
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>Henry and Jess America location check
>Weed is legal
>Weather includes all four seasons, disqualifies most of California
>Not New York
>9 eligible states: Massachusetts selected randomly
Kai is only a modest road trip away, along with both the Appalachian Mountains and the beach. Unfortunately, the cost of living is pretty steep…

>Henry seems unhappy
Well, yes, that’s what lingering existential depression and a 12 hour shift on one’s feet will do to a wolf.

>Beach, don’t invite friends
Outdoors, relaxing, and a good excuse to wear something sexy. Jess plans to bring tuna sandwiches, homemade lemonade, and pasta salad in a little basket.

>Nude beach?
Jess does a little research on the state subreddit. It seems like nude beaches are less and less common in the age of cellphones and the commodification of public spaces. Too much trouble to drive to and investigate the few that remain.
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No. 1105529 ID: f1368b
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>Paper doll
Draw, describe, or post picture references of Jess’s beach outfit.
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No. 1105530 ID: c5529d
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1105530

first idea: If you wanna do something with a bit of risk along with sexy, try bodypaint.
Challenge is to try not to get wet. So sadly no swimming, but you can do other beach activities
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No. 1105531 ID: c5529d
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1105531

second idea: sling bikini.
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No. 1105534 ID: 047965

>>1105530
I'll suspend my disbelief for the body paint (I'm curious to see how that would work on fox fur). But here's a thought, what if it was a bikini with the crotch and nips cut out and paint those over.
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No. 1105536 ID: 6c233e

>>1105534
Now thats a fun idea
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No. 1105541 ID: 0db8d3

>>1105534
Thirding
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No. 1105545 ID: cb76eb

Big sun hat, bikini top and bottoms (with extra standard swim trunks and loose oversized shirt you can take off for a strip tease bonus) and a hip wrap. Sarong? Whatever, it's coming off anyways.
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No. 1105546 ID: d30887

Bind your chest with anime bandages. The rest is half-inch thick shorts.
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No. 1105619 ID: f1368b
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>Cut holes in the cheapest black bikini she owns and paint over her crotch and nips
>Sarong and one of Henry’s Hawaiian shirts on top
Sufficiently daring to get Jess’s blood pumping, with layers that can be used to maintain modesty for the children’s sake or for a strip tease for Henry’s.

Her husband dons a standard pair of swim shorts and his own floral shirt. With the food packed, they hop in the car and start the hour or so drive to the nearest beach. Jess tries to make smalltalk when she sees something interesting on the highway ads or in the occasional horse pastures, and to her relief Henry responds. Now that it’s the weekend he should have a bit more energy!
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No. 1105620 ID: f1368b
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1105620

The full heat of a Massachusetts summer only musters mid-seventies near the frigid waters of the Atlantic. Between her fur and the outfit, Jess thinks it’s perfect. A lot of other people seem to think so too, the beach is dotted with people having their own summer fun.

What does Jess do first?
A. Talk seriously
B. Eat suggestively
C. Strip seductively and go play in the water
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No. 1105623 ID: 7d5b2c

B, start cooking this dog
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No. 1105624 ID: c5529d

B, if we wanna talk serious, we do it somewhere private, this is a time to relax and have fun, eat!
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No. 1105625 ID: bfd8fc

B, don't start with the water, work up to that.
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No. 1105640 ID: 53b30a

C. Time to show off all that hard work you put into your body and to test if that body paint is waterproof.
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No. 1105641 ID: d30887

B) Pretend to have a serious talk but the subject is about how you're going to have his baby by screwing him until his penis is on backwards
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No. 1105687 ID: f1368b
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>B
Her tuna sandwich is dripping with mayo, relish, and lemon juice. Jess can squeeze a few fishy drops onto her chest to imply far lewder pale liquids, hell it’ll probably happen by accident since she’s not eating at a table. Henry always liked when she put on a show for him while she ate.

“That drive made me hungry, let’s have lunch first.” she says brightly.

They pick a dry spot on the edge of where the waves have soaked the sand a dark brown and open the basket. Jess carefully unwraps their sandwiches and settles into the sun warmed spot, shirt unbuttoned and showing off her painted nipples. At this range Henry can definitely see them.
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No. 1105688 ID: f1368b
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Sure enough, the white bread is soaked through with savory sandwich juices and she feels some gush out with her first bite. All according to plan.

She makes lots of hums and moans of pleasure, because it also tastes pretty damn good thanks to a splash of hot sauce and fresh red onion. Henry’s ears twitch and he quickly lowers his own sandwich.

“You don’t have to do that for my benefit, I know you don’t like it.” he mutters, barely audible above the waves.

“Wuh?”

“I know you’re not into feeder stuff, you don’t have to pretend to get a rise out of me. I don’t want you to do something you’re not comfortable with!” Henry snaps.
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No. 1105690 ID: 7d5b2c

Bro is missing the point, it's not the food it's the show. Ask him to clean you up, or maybe make a bigger mess on your tits.
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No. 1105691 ID: 23cf5d

>>1105688
First off, introspection time! Aren't you? You (had) a (somewhat) solid stance on identity.
Definitely want muscles and large shoulders, but never addressed fat weight; compromise (Musclegut) maybe? Or is it a complete and indeniable nono?

Thoughts aside, tell him you actually do enjoy that sandwich, and were hungry. But you were trying to make things more enjoyable for him but are sorry if that struck a nerve.
Does he want to talk about it, what's going on in there that's working him up so much?
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No. 1105693 ID: 0db8d3

*Deadpan*
Babe, I was eating so much I was starting to hate food. I'm totally fine with food play.

Now then, are you gonna keep overthinking things, or would you rather be seduced by your sexy fox sluttily slamming a sandwich?
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No. 1105694 ID: dbc571

>>1105688
Alright. Finish your meal and get some sun. Can we switch to Henry? We need to get in his head here.
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No. 1105697 ID: 6c233e

Its true, He's going to have a hard time telling when you are being genuine now. All you can do is reassure him you're doing this because you want to. But he doesn't really have reason to trust your word, does he?
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No. 1105708 ID: bfd8fc

Tell him that you're not trying to pretend anything. You're just trying to cheer him up, and she knows this is something that makes him happy. You may not share the kink, but you're hungry, and you enjoy the sandwich you've prepared for yourself.

You understand why he's finding it hard to trust you, but you're going to get through that together if you want to make this work.
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No. 1105797 ID: f1368b
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Jess chews and swallows. “I mean, I was trying to get you excited because I like getting my husband hot and bothered, but I’m also eating a really good sandwich, dude. It’s not on the same level as the stuff we were doing before that made me upset.”

Henry glares at her. There’ve been an increasing number of these looks in the past few months and Jess isn’t sure she likes it anymore. “I don’t know if I trust you.”

“Okay. Do you wanna talk about it?” she offers.

“Yeah, actually. Would you or would you not be on T if you didn’t have to worry about keeping me happy?”

She doesn’t have to think long to answer this one. “On T, yeah. Muscles are cool.”

Henry points accusatorily like he’s caught her in some groundbreaking lie. “So therefore by staying with me you’re doing something you’re not comfortable with for my benefit! Your feminine body causes you some degree of dysphoria.”
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No. 1105798 ID: f1368b
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“Don’t overthink it Henry, it’s the same thing where I have the free will to make sacrifices for a greater reward. Eat sandwich messy to tease husband, don’t take T to stay with very nice and awesome husband.” Jess explains.

She sneaks another bite of the sandwich because she did a great job on it, honestly.

“Yuh can geh sedu’ed or yuh can tell muh ta stop ‘f yuh don like it.” she offers.

>Henry choice check (2/3 in favor of seduced because of previous HATE SEX choice): Failure
Henry hesitates, eyes darting to her messy chest. He frowns and shakes his head.

“I don’t like it.”

“Then I won’t do it.”

“Great.”

“Cool.”

Well that was an abysmal failure. Jess grabs a paper napkin to dab at her fur and proceeds to eat her sandwich normally. She’s not sure what to do next.
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No. 1105799 ID: 202261

Time to hit the Earth's natural bath. Go for a dip in the ocean. Will your fur paint last in the water?
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No. 1105801 ID: bfd8fc

Maybe try to keep the conversation going before trying any more horny shenanigans.

Tell him that you aren't resentful of the fact that you aren't on testosterone for his sake. If it was a sticking point you really couldn't get past, then you would end things there and do it. It's a trade-off, like getting up a bit earlier to make a nice breakfast before work or paying more to have food delivered so that you don't have to drive and get it.

You understand why he doesn't trust you though, because for a long time you thought the same about your gender identity. You thought you'd be okay with presenting as a woman, and you were for a while, but over time it ended up eating at you more than you expected. And no, you can't promise that will never happen with testosterone. Maybe a year from now, you'll want it more than you could have ever expected.

You want to share a life with Henry though, and that's a deal-breaker for him. He's made a pretty strong commitment himself already, considering the missing digit. If you can promise anything, it's that you won't spring it on him, the way you did with your transition. If it starts to eat at you, you'll talk to him about it, and you'll try to find alternatives that'll soothe the desire.
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No. 1105806 ID: 0db8d3

You know, I wasn't like... Quietly Suffering back then, right? Like I wasn't pretending to be happy with you, I actually was- and am. If things aren't ideal then I just find a way to make them fun. It's just... It became so much at once that it became frustrating. Stressful. Un-fun. That's why I came clean when I did. I didn't want to pretend. I knew that would end up sucking for both of us. That said I don't mind compromising on some things... Even if I'm left with a couple holes in my soul, I'm confident in your ability to fill them.
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No. 1105812 ID: 9cf27f

Leave him with his thoughts, Tell him you’re going to sunbathe, if he wants to talk, you’ll listen, if he wants to silently rest and enjoy the sun with you, you’ll be happy with that too.
Maybe he can get a good look at your swimsuit this way and notice something off, heehee


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