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Braided Song
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I'm sorry. I didn't realize my enthusiasitc roleplaying was making you so uncomfortable. I was playing it up because I thought it enhanced the mood, and I thought you were having fun with it. I'll tone it down significantly from now on. You have my sincerest apologies for that, and for spoiling the good mood you had going.
For the Gabe thing, that was mostly from an elaborate and poorly-thought out plan that went something like this: Gabe freaks out over his situation, Argus comforts him and assures him that it won't be that bad, Gabe admits that he weirdly enjoys being afraid of Argus, and they agree to do some harsher kinky stuff together. In retrospect I fully realize what a bad idea this was and I won't try something like that again.
Now, about Argus. I've been pondering this a lot and I have a lot to say about it. No pressure to read all this while you're feeling stressed out, but I'm going to put all my thoughts out here so they're here whenever you're ready. Here goes:
We didn't need a full explanation of how his magic worked (and we still only partially know); it would have been valid if they knew they were going to experience something didn't fully understand. It would be an unknown factor, but a "known unknown" factor they could choose to experiment with. Casey and Gabe made that choice, but Kol couldn't. The core of the problem is that he didn't know that Argus was about to do it to him; if Argus had said something like "I'll show you what being put in my collection is like", then Kol would have known that something more than normal sex was about to happen, and he could choose to find out what it was, avoid the risk, or ask for more information first. The rest of the time, Argus was responsible enough that his partners could have refused or asked him to stop if they wanted to. It's only that one specific act that went too far.
As for Argus himself, it's sadly undeniable that he did in fact do something that's "out-of-character" for the person he wants to be. You wrote it that way without meaning to, but Argus actually did it in-story. It's an established fact of the narrative now, with or without acknowledgement. And it's not entirely against the characters' personalities. Argus is confident to a fault and used to feeling invincible, so he actually could get slightly careless in the worst possible way. And Kol has been noticeably more uncertain about being a servant than the other two, which wasn't meant to be related, but it could partially stem from a subconscious unease with what happened in the bath, even if he's been enjoying himself on a conscious level. And they would and should talk about it at some point, even if it happens "offscreen".
It's clear that Argus would deeply regret it once he understood what he did, and Kol could probably forgive him if he did something significant to make up for it. I've been pondering what he could do, and my best idea is that Argus "un-heals" the tooth that Kol knocked out and leaves a permanent gap in his smile. It won't significantly inconvenience him (just like, through sheer luck, Kol is much less traumatized than he could have been) and they won't ever have to bring it up in conversation, but it will always be there as a reminder of the time he got careless, and as a promise to himself and Kol that he'll never make the same mistake again. I had this elaborate scenario in mind where they decide not to have sex until Kol can beat him in a practice fight (by taking another tooth) in hopes that being strong enough to defend himself would help Kol feel less like a victim, but if you don't want to acknowledge it in-story, you could simply show Argus with a missing tooth to show that they addressed the issue without openly addressing it.
I don't want to put even more stress on you, but I have to note that Caleb is also to blame for what happened. He gave Kol incomplete information without a reason to think it was incomplete, even though he knew what Argus's gallery was like, setting his lover up to trap himself in a contract he didn't understand. Of course this isn't the kind of thing he'd do intentionally. Maybe Argus explained it to Caleb when he asked and Caleb assumed he'd do the same for Kol.
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